05 Sep 2008
Dear You ..
I'm writing you this letter ..
cause it's the only thing I know how ..
I'm writing this to apologize ..
for not being who you expected me to be ..
for disappointing you few times ..
I'm writing to explain to you why I do not speak ..
why I do not share ..
and why I do not show ..
it's because I'm afraid ..
afraid of losing the one person I really cared about ..
afraid of my future ..
the future that might steal you away from me ..
afraid of the day that you'd come ..
and tell me that you fell for another ..
afraid that you do not feel the way I feel ..
afraid that you are mine ..
but I'm not yours ..
afraid that you become just like the others ..
and just " walk away " .. !
so Dear You ..
I know I'm not that good of a girl for you ..
and I know you're much better than me in many ways ..
but please ..
if you felt ..
even for a second ..
that I'm no good with you ..
teach me how to live my life without you ..
make sure that I'm gonna be more than " Ok " without you ..
and please ..
don't break the last piece of my heart .. !
I'm writing you this letter ..
cause it's the only thing I know how ..
I'm writing this to apologize ..
for not being who you expected me to be ..
for disappointing you few times ..
I'm writing to explain to you why I do not speak ..
why I do not share ..
and why I do not show ..
it's because I'm afraid ..
afraid of losing the one person I really cared about ..
afraid of my future ..
the future that might steal you away from me ..
afraid of the day that you'd come ..
and tell me that you fell for another ..
afraid that you do not feel the way I feel ..
afraid that you are mine ..
but I'm not yours ..
afraid that you become just like the others ..
and just " walk away " .. !
so Dear You ..
I know I'm not that good of a girl for you ..
and I know you're much better than me in many ways ..
but please ..
if you felt ..
even for a second ..
that I'm no good with you ..
teach me how to live my life without you ..
make sure that I'm gonna be more than " Ok " without you ..
and please ..
don't break the last piece of my heart .. !
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